My Story 👽 🛸✨

Let’s get galactic

Today I am typing this post from downtown Cottonwood Arizona, but I think I will begin this story in my hometown of Crown Point, Indiana.

The last few months of my life have been nothing short of a wild, magical, adventure. Since I was a young girl I dreamed of adventure. Perhaps this stemmed from my dad reading me the Hobbit as a bedtime story, or from me sitting in my mothers garden talking to faeries. Magic has always been present in my life, although I didn’t recognize that until more recently.

You see the world I grew up in only held the faintest of belief in the mystical and magical. Other than that it was seen as something that was only found in story books. I did have a neighbor, a sweet older lady named Jun, who taught me to see the mystical; she taught me to believe. Her backyard was big like mine with a large beautiful garden. I would sit there for hours lying among the thick rows of flowers and grass.

If I was quiet enough, if I was still enough; it was like I could begin to enter into their world. I would begin to see people that were the size of small birds flying around me. I would watch them enter the little homes that my neighbor had all over, made out of wood and old wine bottles.

As I got older my experiences took a more galactic turn.

When I was 16 years old I was driving home from a friends house on a crisp November Friday night. I was trying to make it home by my curfew, not that my parents were strict, but it was about 11-11:30 at night. I had decided to take the backroads that night, nothing unusual. The road I was on had many cornfields throughout the drive, this made it easy for me to see what was going on around me.

As I am driving I notice a very bright star in the upper righthand corner of my windshield. It was bright enough to catch my attention, and what happened next happened so fast and quickly. I tilted my head and began to question what I was seeing in the sky. All of a sudden in a split second that bright light that seemed so far zoomed so effortlessly from being what seemed like light years away, to being right next to my vehicle.

I can really only describe this encounter as a large orb of blue light, but it moved unlike anything I had ever seen. If anyone has ever seen Close Encounters of the 3rd Kind, there is a scene where there is a group of people on a mountain road. Everyone had stopped to get out of their car to watch these large orange orbs that are flying without sound above them. They stand there watching in awe and confusion of what they had just witnessed; my experience was kind of like that only I never stopped my car. And instead of the lights/ship being orange, the light I saw was a beautiful blue.

It moved so quickly and didn’t seem to stop as it whizzed by my car in a parallel direction and disappeared, just fizzed out of my reality. I remember being completely dumbfounded, both hands on the wheel, questioning what in the world I had just witnessed.

I drove the rest of the way home in silence. As I pulled into my driveway and walked inside I saw that my dad was still up. I knew that my dad was somewhat open to this “phenomena” as I grew up watching Ancient Aliens with him and he had always taught me that, “God was too magnificent to create only humans”. I began to tell him about what I had seen, but his conclusion was that I had seen a meteorite burning through the earths atmosphere. Honestly- I can’t say I blame him, it is normal and easier to jump to the logical conclusion. The only issue with that is, we do not live in a logical world. We can try, but sooner or later we too must remember we are magic.

As it was a rational explanation, I believed him and I let it go.

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A week later, I had just gotten ready for bed and was trying to sleep as I had school the next morning. Here is where things start getting interesting. I remember going to bed and I remember falling asleep. The next thing I know I am sitting up in bed incredibly fast, taking in a deep gasp of air. There was intense light all around me, so bright in fact I had to put my hand up to shield my eyes. “Where did this light come from? Is it a rainstorm? Is this the brightness from lightning? I didn’t think lightning could be this intense. Wait this is not in my room, where am I?”, thoughts raced through my mind.

As I shield my eyes from the light, I look down to my left. I was not expecting to be on what seemed to be a grey floating table, and I definitely was not expecting to see 4-6 small grey beings looking at me. I opened my mouth to say something, but the next thing I know I am waking up to my alarm; it is time to get ready for school.

Was that a dream? What happened? Where did I go? I remember waking up. I remember not being in my bedroom. I remember the bright light. I remember the beings staring at me. Did I dream it? How could I? I could feel it! I was awake, I saw them! They were real- right?

I walked downstairs where my mom had my breakfast waiting for me. “That must have been some storm last night. The lightning was insane,” I remember telling her.

“What storm? It didn’t rain last night,” She said as she continued on the stove.

Her words brought me back my experience, and it only furthered my confusion.

I remember I tried briefly explaining what I had seen to her, but of course her explanation was that I had dreamed the whole thing. Maybe she was right- but it was so real, I was there.

A week later it happens again.

Only this time I am no longer on a bed. I am standing in a large dome-shaped room. It was bright, but not as bright as the first time. I was able to look around and see more of my surroundings. I remember taking a breath and smelling crisp clean air. I can recall the properties of the ship as being very simple and neat. As I am in this white/grey room I realize there are again 4-6 grey beings in front of me. Now I am no longer standing I am down on one knee on the ground, eye level with these beings. There mouths did not move but in my mind I could see and hear, “You will help teach and show humanity that we are here to help,”. Then with no words necessary I understood that this was a mission of some sort. That I was here for the planet and her people. I was a protector of the earth. I didn’t understand it then as I do now.

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In the years that followed I would get these visions and dreams of being on board a craft and communicating with beings. Even dreams of me walking outside and getting picked up in my backyard. What is interesting is that some of these visions started coming true and has continued to this day.

These experiences made me curious about the universe, and propelled me into wanting to learn more. This became a bit of an issue, as I was raised in a Methodist household, and began questioning what I was taught to believe. I questioned god, why other religions were “wrong” from ours when they were so similar. I questioned my faith and religion and knew that the Jesus that I knew would not want division. Yet, I noticed religion was one thing that separated us rather than bring us together. I also knew that it didn’t have to be that way. I knew in my core love was the only religion, we just got a little lost along the way and confused ourselves by putting labels on everything.

My experiences showed me that something much bigger was at play here. The more I questioned my reality and the more I researched, the more I began to see how connected everything was. I began connecting dots between ancient civilization sites, “star beings”, stories I read from the Bible, and what was possible for earth and humanity.

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Now let’s jump to my junior year of college in 2020. I am passionate about saving the planet and chose to study Environmental Science and Human Ecology; my mission of helping the earth still lingering in the back of my mind. I am a little more comfortable now with my experiences, and what I had been through. I started sharing what happened to me with my roommates and close friends. I was grateful for their openness, and willingness to listen to what I had to say with an open mind. They urged me to share my experiences with the world. And that my friends, is how Outer Space Outcast was born.

I started recording my experiences and what I was learning on a small $20 mic from Amazon. I started posting on tiktok to advertise my podcast because most other sites would flag my information; this only fueled my drive to share this information more. Why would anyone want to hide this information? Why is no one talking about this? It was very hard for me to understand. That war was not necessary, that peace was possible, that love was the key!!! If only they could see!! I would help them see!!! *Laughing emoji*

I understand now that there is a divine order to existence, and it is not my place to force this information onto people, as much as I wanted them to see. They would see if they chose to, and that was alright and just as divine.

As I continued my podcast and tiktok journey, as I continued to research; my visions and experiences got more intense. I began to be approached by etherical beings; they began to help me understand mediation and teach me that we live in a world of infinite possibilities, a part from what I was raised to believe. These beings helped open my mind and heart. They helped me remember what already existed within me, what had always existed within me. They showed me what I had always known, and now I had the safe space to explore just what “a world of infinite possibilities” meant.

From 2020 onward my experiences became more real and physical. I began watching documentaries on UFO phenomena and came across Dr. Steven Greers documentaries Close Encounters of the 5th Kind and Unacknowledged. I began to learn that I truly was not alone in my experiences. I became fascinated with “CE5”, and I started doing the guided mediations. I also started just getting comfortable with the idea of contact with extraterrestrial civilizations in general.

My mission, what the greys had showed me, all started coming true. Yet there were still times when I would question it, even with all the beauty that surrounds my experiences and the encounters I have had. But like all life here on earth, we must plant the seed, and give it time to grow.

I began hosting CE5 Contact Events in my college town in Bloomington, Indiana. I convinced two of my close friends, in the middle of February, to go out in the middle of a field, mediate, and attempt to contact extraterrestrial civilizations. We ended up having a very profound and beautiful experience that quite literally changed my life, and the lives of my friends as they have told me.

These same friends came to my other CE5 events that I had opened to the public. I noticed how this topic excited people but at the same time, scared the sh*t of out them. One thing that sticks with me though is that curiosity and the belief in something much bigger than oneself, was always stronger than the fear.

And when contact happened, when that time finally came, the fear dissipated and was turned into joy, excitement, and love.

My CE5 events helped me see what I knew all along, helped me see what I had spent so much time trying to understand- that these beings existed all around us, and that love is the answer to all questions and things. Love IS all.

I am connected to something that is much bigger than me, yet, is me to the very core of my being.

I believe these beings are here to show us and remind us of this love, and that it exists within every single one of us.

Every. Single. One.

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I have since left Bloomington and my family behind to move out to Sedona Arizona. I am here seeking answers, seeking to understand, seeking to learn, but I think most of all, I am seeking adventure.

And now here I am typing on my laptop at a cafe in Cottonwood Arizona, reminiscing about my life- grateful for my encounters and experiences; blessed that it has gotten me here.

I am very excited for what the future holds, and I am honored to be able to share it with you all.

Together we will do many, many, wonderful things

Much gratitude & love ♡

Gracie